Hydra is complicated. On one hand she's one of the most rational and mature people on Dawon. He trusts her to be able to make difficult decisions. If Yarrow needs an opinion on something, she's high on the list of people to turn towards. On the other hand she's one of the people that he's... most worried about? Yarrow has noticed that she has a very SKEWED position on herself and he worries. He worries that she's going to do something that she regrets and Yarrow worries that he won't be able to get to her in time to make sure she knocks it the shit out. He stresses out about her well being a lot, heath regeneration be damned.
And he just wants her to be happy? He wants her to know how much she's loved. Yarrow thinks it's really unfair that she's so caring towards literally EVERYONE but doesn't believe people when they say that they love her. It hurts his soul and it's probably the reason that Yarrow literally never hesitates to show her physical affection unlike with other people. It's kinda like the way he got with Noiz in canon, he isn't a super touchy feely person, but with Noiz he was very physically affectionate because he never HAD that growing up. It's kind of like that, Yarrow wants her to know that she's loved, and physical affection is waaaay easier than words even though both are hard?
lil sis for life I'll get to Dawon in another comment i don't want to lose what I've typed here ooops
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And he just wants her to be happy? He wants her to know how much she's loved. Yarrow thinks it's really unfair that she's so caring towards literally EVERYONE but doesn't believe people when they say that they love her. It hurts his soul and it's probably the reason that Yarrow literally never hesitates to show her physical affection unlike with other people. It's kinda like the way he got with Noiz in canon, he isn't a super touchy feely person, but with Noiz he was very physically affectionate because he never HAD that growing up. It's kind of like that, Yarrow wants her to know that she's loved, and physical affection is waaaay easier than words even though both are hard?
lil sis for life I'll get to Dawon in another comment i don't want to lose what I've typed here ooops
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